Wednesday, October 3, 2007

8 down, 32 to go...

By that I mean weeks, yo.

I stopped fasting last week. It was becoming too much for me. I am having 'morning sickness' at night and the morning - the only times I can eat when I fast. So I decided to stop fasting and eat throughout the day. I feel so much better.

Now the last couple of days my hunger has become insatiable in the afternoon!! I am trying not to pig out because I don't want to get too fat. I went to order a pizza for tonight and while I waited I walked over to BK to order something off their Dollar Menu. I ate a sandwich while I waited for pizza.. which I'll be eating w/ my husband and son at Iftar in like an hour. I ate it like 20 minutes ago and I am still hungry!!

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Tomorrow is my first ob-gyn appointment. I am going clear across town to an all-women's clinic. I'll get my first ultrasound insha allah. Kind of nervous, kind of excited.

I need more faith because since I found out I am pregnant I have been scared more than anything else. Will the baby be healthy? Will I carry to term?

I always seem to carry out all these "doom scenarios" (as my husband calls them) in my head, expecting the worse. Insha Allah kheir. I need to pray more and make more du'a.

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I'm not as moody and emotional as I was last week. Surprise, surprise - Husband and I have been getting along very well lately! I got my milkshake, plus he has become more talkative with me (I talk too much... I feel wierd with quiet people).

Dictator Princess - I remember you told me you speak Dutch. Since you know the language... I am sure that must give you an insight on Dutch culture. I think I could benefit a lot if you'd post about it someday... because sometimes I think my husband is the wierdest person in the world.

4 comments:

UmmAbdur-Rahmaan said...

congrats BTW I can not remember if I said that already. But seriously when I was pregnant with Abdur-rahmaan In the beginning I was soooo scared to have a repeat of my first pregnancy...but alhumdullialh it was totally different and wow this pregnancy is WAY relaxed its crazy......Anyway I just wanted to let you know that if you want to talk or need ANYTHING I am still here for you...just let me know.....

muslimahlocs said...

asa. glad that you are taking better care of yourself. the baby needs you to be healthy.

cncz said...

Salam alaikoum
Mabrouk on baby!
My Dutch subhan Allah is limited...I don't even know if I could post on it...I am married to a French fry and have lived in France for years, and people still flame the heck out of me for talking about French people. What could I say about Dutch?
Hmm. They're pragmatic. The milkshake thing perfect example. I could go on. Maybe email?

cncz said...

subhan Allah met another Dutch person in my daily life this week, so I might have more input after all :)