Needing some major du'as right now... If anyone reads this anymore...
I was up late trying to finish a report for work... went to bed around 2 and planned on waking up at 4 to finish in. Well.. I did wake up at four... and when I sat at the computer and double clickedon Word... I hear moans of pain coming from my son's room.
I thought at first he was having a nightmare..
But when I sat at his bedside he was awake, crying that his side hurt.
He was writhing for well over an hour. I'm not sure if he has a kidney stone or what. With his kidneys being the way they are... I'm freaked.
He is feeling better now (3 hours later) but his side still bothers him.
I am trying to get him in to see a doctor.
Why does this make me the world's worst mother? Well.. because his health problems and overall well-being has taken a backseat to my work. And I wonder what the effects of that will be.
I am very angry at myself.
Allah forgive me for not being the best Mom I can be.